Luvonie

Alloo..rasa dh nk tergolek2 lps maghrib tadi..amat sgt la letih. Tapi sbb pk esok ada guest, nak tak nak kena gak la usik bakul kain yg melimpah luah tu... .Tambah2, pk esok washing machine tu kena keje dalam 2 round lagi..so nak tak nak, kena la buat.. .Sesungguhnya, amat sangat la faham..perasaan org2 yg liat teramat ngan keje-keje melipat-lipat kain ni. Mahu jugak di implement method kak zura..prepare different bakul utk different org kat umah ni..agak-agak tak sempat lipat amik terus dari bakul..hihihi..

Anyway, the last two u weeks was soo hectic. Baru abis kursus yg amat ..(tak reti nak describe), assignment nya sampai kena stay up 1 o'clock in the morning! kalau setakat keje opis mmg buat tak tahu jer...then busy dgn event besar kat opis lagi. Syukur hanya terlibat dalam part perasmian (walau preparation nya mcm nk mampus!), but at last it done! . Esok pun rasa macam malas nk tunjuk muka. Kalau kena sound masa post-mortem, nak buat mcm mana, keje kiter dah siap.. . Malas nk pk apa org lain pk.. .Tambah lagi bebudak tu dh seminggu demam+batuk+selsema (package lengkap), adoii la..mencabar sungguh rasanya. Tiap-tiap hari rasa tunggang langgang hidup. Nak cuti tak boleh, so tawakal je la letak jugak kat sekolah...sungguhla hati tak tenteram...
Anyway..everything is seem better...dah boleh rileks sket the next following week (cross my finger...dh lewat sgt nk achieve milestone).. .so, hopefully life makin tenang, everything akan jadi ikut plan dan kepala otak tak serabut lagi pk benda-benda yg tak sepatutnya..hopefully.. .
Okla, nk say goodbye..till we meet again..ta ta.

Allo..we're back to our so-called-normal life after we have almost perfect weekend. I hate this situation. This is the same feeling for almost 5 years back. The feeling of emptiness without him around. Each and everytime he said good bye to us-mama, auni and akif, the feeling will merge immediately. I really hate it. . I don't know when we could be a very real family like others. I really don't want to think about it.
Anyway we have a perfect holiday for the labour day. Makan, minum, sembang dan tido. That's all. It just perfect after we have the two toddlers yg tgh lasak yang amat. Habis sudah zaman makan2 angin kat shopping complex or picnic2 kat mana2 taman. Since both kids amat la byk ragam biler kat luar, so we opt to stay at home only. Paling tak pun drive to shah alam, to be with my in laws. Since, i am the 'menantu pilihan' always, so kat umah in laws pun sesuka ati tido dan lepak buat2 tak reti menolong mak mentua kat dapur. Nak buat mcm mana, ada anak kecik(alasan lapuk..hahahah). So, we enjoyed till the maks our precious holiday. And this is why i feel badly sad when he say goodbye.
We're going to meet da da next two weeks, and we're really looking forward for that day. I better go since the two little monsters will wake up from their napping anytime. Till then.. ta ta.