Luvonie

Salam.. . Almost 4 weeks blog ni dormant without any reason.. . Nak kata sibuk, tak juga sbb as usual Ramadhan bulan memanjakan diri kat opis. Plan nk buat jugak lab, tapi buat jugak tu tak tau biler sbb malas yg melampau-lampau..plus konon2 suasana yang tak kondusif lately - blackout selalu.. (alasan-alasan). Anyway, berapa hari dah puasa pun tak ingat sangat sbb the first 8 days, mamaonie tak puasa (still tak nampak anak bulan!). Bercintanya nk ganti nnt, dh la extra 2 days dr puasa sunat syawal. Adooiii... .

So, Ramadhan as usual, for others including me..bulan yang ditunggu. Bulan penuh berkat, peluang melipat gandakan pahala. But deep inside, this is the saddest moment in my life. Almost 4 yrs we going through Ramadhan, sampai satu tahap rasa kosong sangat-sangat. Yer la most of couples, berbuka dan sahur sama-sama. But we, hanya berbuka biler weekend. Most of time sendiri-sendiri.. .Sedih sangat. Dan seperti biasa jugak, selalu mamaonie berbuka dengan air dan kurma sahaja, when everything is settle - dinner for kids is settle, mandi dierorg settle etc baru la boleh makan berbuka. Which is happen ususally after Isyak. Dah terbiasa dan tak payah banyak songeh sbb bukan banyak choice pun. Ujian dari Allah untuk kami manusia yang rasanya mmg kurang beramal berlipat ganda macam org lain waktu Ramadhan ni (agaknya). So, this is my life and i have to face it. Redha jer la kan. Kalau tak makan hati jer. Pasar Ramadhan pun baru 4 kali pegi (yea! berjaya mengekang nafsu or takut H1N1 or susah la nk angkut 2 askar kecik pi pasar). So, this year berbuka puasa rasanya dpt memaksimumkan rezeki tanpa membazir..Alhamdullillah. Hopefully ia kekal sampai hujung Ramadhan hendaknya..Insya Allah.

Anyway for syawal, Insya allah everything dh ready kot. Baju semua dh shopping (except baju melayu domok-sebab baju tu nk pakai utk bergambar jer). Baju mama tak amik2 lagi, nervous gak tailor tak call2 sbb 2 months before ramadhan dh hantar.. . Baju kebaya kakak , kind of kena paksa beli ngan prinsipal dier (kalau ada jamuan raya kat school kakak mesti most of the girls pakai kebaya pattern sama..hikhikhik). baju kasual dh pulun shopping last week kat kl. This time mmg mama admit, babah choice is better than mine..mungkinkah disebabkan mama pening on that day of shopping, so semangat shopping tu tak meluap-luap then nk pilih baju pun jd lebih kurang ?(alasan again..hihihi). Tapi sesungguhnya kami puas hati..dengan budget yg ada, dpt la one third almari baju dierorg dipenuhkan. Sape tak nak biler offer 40+50% (members only)?. So, amat2 la puas hati.. .For those yg buat kenyataan..sanggup byr rm10 lebih asalkan shopping selesa, rasanya lebih dr RM 10 beza price kami. One more thing, ckp mmg la senang sbb you all tak alami lagi..tak de kids lagi..tak tau mcm mana mahalnya baju kids nowadays...pi raah..buat menyakitkan hati jer ingat remarks tu. Then, utk kuih muih, mmg tak beli satu pun kat opis sbb my dear husband kata dier yg uruskan tahun ni. Risau gak tak bwk pe balik umah mentua. Teringin beli kek, tapi rasanya dh byk sgt order kek (sbb kebetulan sama birthday auni). So, mama hanya prepare kordial..special kordial yg susah dpt tempat lain (eceh.., maklumlah..keje kat pusat teknologi makanan). Cukupla kot utk amik hati seissi keluarga.

Ok, tak tau nk citer apa lagi.. . So, hopefully hari ni berkemampuan utk ke lab..buat apa2 yg patut. Moga umat islam seluruh dunia selamat menjalani ibadah puasa.. .Till then, bye!

Allo..we just come back from sweet n memorable holiday at Kota Kinabalu, Sabah. Dalam kalut-kalut psl H1N1, kami kamikaze redah jugak pergi eventhough berperang sendiri sungguh ke nk proceed jugak holiday ni. One reason why we proceed this holiday is solely because this is holiday with my father n mother-in laws. As a 'menantu pilihan' always, when it comes to my MIL, i banyak say yes eventhough dalam hati nak sebut no.. hihihi... sungguh la tak ikhlas. Tak sanggup nk cancel sbb plan dh lama, plus bukan selalu dpt flight price yg murah mcm ni plus it is almost 90% sponsored by my FIL..so apalagi, peluang bukan selalu.

Anyway, the holiday is superb. Minus the flight experiences. As we expect, akif will 'well behave' in the flight. On the way to KK, he almost success to menyelongkar nyonya sebelah punya handbag. Manage to sleep least than 30 minutes but luckily atuk took him away so we have break without him for about 1 hour. On the journey back from KK, he managed to throw fruits to amoi sebelah and almost grab chocolates from her tray. What make thing worst, there is no atuk and nenek around, we flying back one day early from them. Anyway, because of extremely exhausted he felt asleep and mengamuk tak ingat biler dh nk turun..ayoo... .Such a nightmares.

So, back to the holiday, we stay at 1 Borneo apartment (latest mall in KK),atuk bought 1 unit there save us hotel budget a lot!) and we managed to jln-jalan at Mount Kinabalu National Park. Makin angin kat Kundasang dan timpohon gate (the entrance for climbers). Such a beautiful scenery. Suka yang amat dok sana. Main swimming pool tak ingat kat apartment sbb actually there only 40 residents living there out of beribu-ribu..the apartment is still new..so it is not fully occupied yet. Buat swimming pool tu mcm mak bapak punya..best la sangat. We have dinner at Kg Nelayan Restaurant..ada culture show during dining. Manage to have photoshoot with the dancers and the best part, my hero which is my son, got kisses from every girl dancers..his dad actually jelous but never admit to mama.

After dinner, jalan-jalan (least than a hour) at pasar tamu.. (jalan-jalan with 2 small kids and orang-orang tua..tak syok langsung nk shopping). Since we're living at the shopping mall, mama and da da manage to have midnight show watching G.I Joe..adooi sudah lama tak dating sejak berstatus ibu ni..midnight lagi tu. Since tak de baju tebal my MIL suruh bwk blanket. dengan selambanya bukak blanket dlm wayang sbb plan mmg nk tido..penat woo sehari suntuk jalan-jalan. Tapi sbb citer tu penuh ngan action..tak tidor pun...siap tak leh tido biler sampai rumah. Ok la citer tu..worth for watching at cinema. The next day we only spend at the mall before depart to airport. Husband kesayangan confidence flight kul 5.30, so, kami decide nk bertolak dr umah pukul 2.30. since dah kehilangan tiket..no idea where it was, kami check in just nice.. .The flight is actually 4.15 pm. Jauh tu bezanya. Hancur luluh harapan nk sambung shopping kat airport.. .hihihi.

Anyway everything is ok..we have great time during the holiday.. .We sure to come back to KK as long as atuk tak jual or rent that apartment. Tak puas la pergi sekejap-sekejap. Disebabkan keseronokan bercuti, as expected mama mcm tak de mood kat opis hari ni...huhuhu..excuse again!

okla..better to do something.. .We're looking forward to come back to KK..maybe biler dh kurang sket H1N1 ni.. .till then, tata.

Allo.. .The honeymoon period is finally over.. . Working days without punch card is heaven! . Being far away from office (actually area Kl jer..) attending two totally different courses, hopefully will transform me become more better (can't think other word) worker in term of attitudes and skills (i learn new techniques somehow). Huh, and today, the routine start again..kelam kabut with two little kids and as a result of waking up late, i have red for my punch card. I deserve it! Something bad happen then, my car's windscreen is cracking..i'm not notice it until auni point to me..and it is quite obvious. I feel extremely dissappointed thinking that the ringit that will fly for replacing the windscreen, but what i feel more heartbreaking is when my dear husband said it is ok, even he is not see the windscreen yet! huh..guy is always guy. I Hate it so much!
So, back to work, i'm always thinking to buy the punch card set and put it in my house. The punch card in my office is supposed to be 5 minutes late but somehow they fix it according to normal hours. As a result, lots of people become a victim. It is not bothering me if I really late but its really heartwrenching when we saw 8.01,8.02 , and it never reached beyond 8.05! so, i fully support the previous practise which is the machine should be 5 minutes late from exact hours. It is not really matter when we arrive at office but for me the important part is how many hours we're working. The existance of punch card machine could be one of the factor to contribute heart attack or high blood pressure for workers like us. Driving like crazy just to make sure our punch card is not red , doesn't make any senses for me. But, what shall i say..i'm a little people who is can't asking but just doing (learn it from thumbelina movies..heheheh). As long as i'm working here or even others company which have this machine, i have to follow it..understand!.
Anyway, the past two weeks is so great for me. Meet nice and amazing peoples who is so humble. Learn new things is the things that i like to do. They are the expert in their own field. Most of them had obtain pHD but they never want to be known as Dr. I adore them so much. But the things had happen. The main purpose to attend all sort of courses is to improve you so you can work better. So, now Fadilah, wake up and do your work ! You can't attend courses all the time (Its tiring though) and this is the reality. Anyway, I'm officially declare Julai is month of courses and meeting since my planner for this month has full with all sorts of meeting and courses! hahahah..doesn't sound like a researcher rite?! Pity my lab..the glassware, the standards and my baby..the HPLC..i'm miss them a lot..but what can i do? i will back to lab very soooonnn....hihihiii.
About the two little monsters.. . They are getting better. Akif appetite is back to normal. Syukur. Auni is ok..no fever or flu for the past 4 weeks, so it is really ok for us. Just get mad with the new staff at their day care. 7.45 am but still can't wake up! Who is perform subuh anyway? Pat the negro teacher or aishah, rin and ila the muslim? i'm so confuse.. .If they are sleepy what about the parents? We are sleepy too taking care of our kids in night but we still have to work. And your working hours is 7 am till (depends on the last kids pick up from the daycare) , so i'm consider 7.45 is your working hours. I really have to talk with the big boss. Standing 5 minutes in front of the gate is so annoying for me. This is one of the factor why my punch card is red for the past few days.. . Excuse again.. hihihi. .
Ok, nampak macam balas dendam.. this post has become like semi novel. gtg. Lots of management work have to do today since i have to attend another courses next two days.. . Heaven, no need to punch card anymore..heheheh. well, till then, tata.