Allo.. .so nervous utk esok. Benci dan menyesal jugak rasanya. Buat apa sanggup nk cover keje org, tapi rasanya bukan salah sape2 sbb the person in charge kata everything dah ready, just cover dia in case ada apa2 yg dierorg nk refer..but..email dari director ptg td lain macam jer bunyinya..dahla personal email..ayo...what have u done???!!!... . Tobat , next time check dulu apa kerjanya, apa yg perlu dibuat baru sanggup cover! ada faham?!
Anyway, lots of things happen today... . Hari ni routine check up kakak. Dhla tak jumpa dr yg sepatutnya, end up dok situ almost 5 hours..ayoo..migrain maa.. . Kononnya nk amik time slip jer then masuk semula opis siapkan apa2 utk esok..tapi mmg malas dan down yg amat sgt..penat pun yer jugak. Her scoliosis become worse. Tadi tak rasa sedih sangat, sekarang bila ingat apa yg doktor tu cakap, baru rasa sedih.. .Perlu ke aku percaya sbb itu bukan the real consultant..i mean dr yg selalu kami refer..tapi mcm the other dr said, he is the second man, plus mmg itu yg akan terjadi..cuma tak percaya ia terjadi cepat sangat. She will undergone the operation next year. Next october, one more x-ray, then what i'm afraid most will happen sooner. Operation utk remove one of the lumbar spine. Right now, baru teringat risiko nya, since it involve spine so risiko utk kena nerves is there- less than 10%, so consequence utk dia lumpuh (the worst case) mmg ada. Ya Allah, mama tak boleh imagine semua tu. I'm feel totally helpless.. .
okla, dh ngantuk ..dan kena get ready utk esok..till then, bye!
Anyway, lots of things happen today... . Hari ni routine check up kakak. Dhla tak jumpa dr yg sepatutnya, end up dok situ almost 5 hours..ayoo..migrain maa.. . Kononnya nk amik time slip jer then masuk semula opis siapkan apa2 utk esok..tapi mmg malas dan down yg amat sgt..penat pun yer jugak. Her scoliosis become worse. Tadi tak rasa sedih sangat, sekarang bila ingat apa yg doktor tu cakap, baru rasa sedih.. .Perlu ke aku percaya sbb itu bukan the real consultant..i mean dr yg selalu kami refer..tapi mcm the other dr said, he is the second man, plus mmg itu yg akan terjadi..cuma tak percaya ia terjadi cepat sangat. She will undergone the operation next year. Next october, one more x-ray, then what i'm afraid most will happen sooner. Operation utk remove one of the lumbar spine. Right now, baru teringat risiko nya, since it involve spine so risiko utk kena nerves is there- less than 10%, so consequence utk dia lumpuh (the worst case) mmg ada. Ya Allah, mama tak boleh imagine semua tu. I'm feel totally helpless.. .
okla, dh ngantuk ..dan kena get ready utk esok..till then, bye!
2 comments:
Muslimah Perth said...
fad, pecite? is auni ok? take care :)
mamaonie said...
Allo sheri, tau kan psl sakit auni..skoliosis. Spine die, particularly lumbar-4(L4), hemivertabra. So, tak normal mcm org lain. Routine check up dier mmg 6-8 mths. Latest check up, kiterorg tau dah jd makin teruk. She might have operation end of this year kalau condition tu mcm ni jugak. Operation utk remove L4 yg hemivertebra tu. Takut. tapi ntahla tak mo pk sgt.
Anyway, syukur hafiz tak de pe2 serius. Insya Allah everything will be ok kan.. .