Luvonie

Allo..we're back to our so-called-normal life after we have almost perfect weekend. I hate this situation. This is the same feeling for almost 5 years back. The feeling of emptiness without him around. Each and everytime he said good bye to us-mama, auni and akif, the feeling will merge immediately. I really hate it. . I don't know when we could be a very real family like others. I really don't want to think about it.
Anyway we have a perfect holiday for the labour day. Makan, minum, sembang dan tido. That's all. It just perfect after we have the two toddlers yg tgh lasak yang amat. Habis sudah zaman makan2 angin kat shopping complex or picnic2 kat mana2 taman. Since both kids amat la byk ragam biler kat luar, so we opt to stay at home only. Paling tak pun drive to shah alam, to be with my in laws. Since, i am the 'menantu pilihan' always, so kat umah in laws pun sesuka ati tido dan lepak buat2 tak reti menolong mak mentua kat dapur. Nak buat mcm mana, ada anak kecik(alasan lapuk..hahahah). So, we enjoyed till the maks our precious holiday. And this is why i feel badly sad when he say goodbye.
We're going to meet da da next two weeks, and we're really looking forward for that day. I better go since the two little monsters will wake up from their napping anytime. Till then.. ta ta.